Dear Fam ,

Yknw what happens when something tries to pull you down? You get frustrated, disheartened, trying to put up a fake smile everytime.
But the main thing is get back up. Something that doesnt kill you only makes you stronger.
Lebih elok jika aku bertutur dalam bahasa melayu. Okay maybe not.

So when you feel empty inside, and the only thing thats makes you feel worth living is your family. To support them, to repay them for their good deeds they did towards yourself, or even for the benefit of the family.

When you really appreciate them, but they just won't repay them by appreciating back. That is what they feel ( your family ) when you make em' feel disappointed. But you know, deep inside, your love and ther love for you is strong. I suddenly remembered the times we spent together, when there were just smiles. When there was no hatred. When we came together for one common reason. I wish Hari Raya will come soon. I love my family. I miss my family.