When Reality Contradicts You .

I feel kind of glum today. Maybe its because of school? Cant be ah. School's great, especially when a circle of great friends surround you. My geeky class is great, especially when your the class clown, whose in-charge of the class descipline. Ironic much.

School's environment is great, especially when it's a 2 year old building. Recess's fun, especially when there are bimbotic boys and bitchy girls beside you. Subjects are fun. Especially when you are taught by funny teachers. Homework's a chore, but nonetheless helps you in your days to come. Outings are rare nowadays, especially when your concentrating on your studies. Shopping's the thing that Ive been longing for, cause somehow it makes me feel happy. No no, elated. Sorry for my friends that are really sick of me saying 'I want to go shopping sia', but I really want to. I suppose life can be better than this, but somehow people say that you suffer now, you'll enjoy later. Petua-petua nenek moyang kami kadang-kala benar, memang ia tidak boleh dinafikan.

I really feel bad for my online friends, cause Ive not been contacting them lately. Ive been so busy with my everyday life, I cant even send a text message to them. Moreover, my phone's not an essential part of life anymore. It's just dead everyday. And when your longing for message, a message that's in your inbox really sunkens your heart. It's either a reminder, or just 'download the most popular song this month' shit. This post will probably bore you to death, or this post is just a reminder for me in years to come that I have ever overcame this day. Monday.

Just recently I went for a play, called 'Awang Belanga Bingkisan Lama'. It was fun, sumpah.

But I couldnt go for the previous one, which was the 'Towkay Wayang', cause of band. Yeah, and band has really got me panicky and busy. Cause SYF's nearing as i speak/type. Sometimes, people just cant get their priorities right, so everything doent really fall in place just like a 'happily ever after' kind of story. And Imma tell you something about my GPA thing. Yes, we won. But sadly our faces were not in the news. And better still, another school was congratulated. Our school name was not even mentioned twice. But hey, I cant really do anything. Im studying, somehow, now. Eh, is this now monday blues?

I cant expect ya'll to answer, cause most probably people dont and wont read my posts. I might as well delete this blog and no one, not even a bird would care. Pfft.

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad.