National Service .

" No matter what I say,
No matter what I do,
Words cant describe my feelings for you. "


Im so saaad. I feel really empty inside now that my brother's gone. His presence is very noticable. But there are times when he's not there, it feels like half of the world has left you. I do hope that he'll return every two weeks. And he'll be safe when being in the island. Pulau Tekong.

Sometimes I wonder, where will I go, where will I be in another 5 years for National Service. Army? With all the BMT? Civil Defence? Or the Police Force? Even before going to NS, where will I be? Polytechnic? Junior College? ITE? Even before going there, what about my O levels? My sec 3/4 life? Il meet new friends, new teachers, new instructors, new uniforms? Im just thinking, what would it be after my teenage life. A good job? Marriage? Do I get married? Time passes by really fast. From primary 6, when I got my PSLE results, to sec 2, when my brother's in NS. He's going through training and all. They say its a progressive training. I hope its not a training that's over limit. Till next time then.