YOU N.E.R.D

HIHI

2010-12-15T20:10:00.002+08:00

HALOOOOO!

Sup my blog? It's been quite a while. Quite a while? Heck, it's been more then 7 months, 8 months? Idk, do the math. Life's great without stress, especially without any exams. Yes, they make you crazy, but research shows that a certain level of stress is good for you. It keeps your heart pumping. Ive started working quite recently, and Im loving the money. And the view. Hot bods, beautiful scenery, quality service. What more can a part-time worker ask for? Oh yeah, BIGGER PAY duhh. In a few days time 2011 will be ushered in with open hearts and welcoming arms. Take in the new, leave the old. So it's all good, and I really hope 2011 will be smashing for me, in a really good way. Let us uphold the positive qualities within us, and stay swaggerific. I'll be coming back. Dueces.

9.31 AM

2010-03-18T09:22:00.003+08:00

You chose to be different but your mainstream.
You chose to be independent but fall flat on your face.
You chose to be single but now your dying for love.
What is this?

A friend has ever reminded me, to live my life.
Im away all this while, just to live my life, trying to get the best of it.
And what, your suppose to live life by ranting on unneccessary stuff on Blogger? Tumblr?
Whatever fuck you've got. Fortunately, now im waiting for something to happen. Im not quite living life here behind the screen actually. Ironic.

What if tomorrow never comes?
What if tomorrow was the end of the day?
I bet your not ready. So why wait? If you have something to say, perhaps a simple 'i love you', then go ahead.
No one's stopping you. Who gets angry when people spread love? I know people who definately get angry when hate starts spreading.
If your trying to be different, then go ahead. Tomorrow might just be your last and you don't get to enjoy life's simple pleasures. No one's stopping you. Humans nowadays are scared. Scared to be critisized. Scared to be judged. Scared to be labelled. Stereotyped. If your waiting for the world to change, then get up, and make a change. Simple change leads to great things.

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2010-02-25T20:22:00.005+08:00

I vision you during sombre nights
under gloomy stars, on a bloody sunday.
I hope your heaven sent, and hell proof.
Cause hate is luring you in to play.
I have to leave due to time's sake.
Welcome to Heartbreak.

Away

2010-01-13T17:37:00.001+08:00

Hit me at my phone, don't hit me with a pillow like what Facebook does. I'l be back soon. Hiatus. Period.

Straight Through My Heart !

2010-01-05T19:11:00.001+08:00

You'll see me dancing when I go to school, seriously. You wonder why? Bang Bang is why.

Im Taking Over .

2010-01-05T18:56:00.003+08:00

Happy new year! Hahahahaa, fuhyo Im so 5 days late. But heck, it's the thought that counts;
Imma give a lil' bow to everyone who has made my year a great one. And oh a great smile to haters cause you make me go 'fuck, lets show these people you wanna shake my hand'. Lets brag, my world has been great. Great friends, job opportunities, band, family. Lets luv and fuck negative energy. Lets be a minimalist, a word alchemist, a performer and a model. Imma commit my soul to my family, passion, books, and more books. N.E.R.D will soon be official. My theme for this year, luv and swag. Bring it on, bitch. Envious, your a backpacker exploring my vivid thoughts, too hypnotising for you. So face the real deal, ,bitches wanna bite my oreo. Imma drop the dynamite soon. Siak kau, it's the new era. New change.

(LK)

2009-12-24T15:52:00.001+08:00

And this is real life, I feel like the Incredible Hulk
My back has been broken, but I can still walk.

Boo

2009-12-23T15:03:00.002+08:00

Its been weeks since I updated this thing. Not in the mood last time, but trying to reach the greener side of the world. So whats good readers? If you're and avid reader of my blog, which is only a bout a dozen or less or none, well you are lucky im back to the cyber world. I was trying to be M.I.A but uhoh I don't give a shit anyway. Some haters trying to cut my hands off so they can shake em. I sincerely hope you're living a great live, don't look back, and certainly don't forget your friends, just meet them halfway. Okay so here I am! Im trying to save mother earth, so im not texting anyone for a loooong time. The real truth is im tryna save up money, or don't waste money. Shucks Im done with shopping, and I seriously don't know what to get anymore. Shoeszx, shucks my mum won't allow me to add to my collection. Like A-LOT ah. But i wanna geeeet ):

Okay the number one thing in my mind right now, I wanna get fucking 9five shades. Like a gift from heaven sia. Haha, wthhhh. Okay bye.

The Worst

2009-12-12T21:23:00.002+08:00

Im wondering, why do I always enter people's lives at the wrong time? Let's think it through, or maybe Im just not worth. Fuck this shit. You get what I mean?

What's The Point ?

2009-12-12T21:20:00.001+08:00

You said it once
Said it twice
Said it hurts but I do it again
I don't change, I don't learn
Cause I can't let it end
Said it's gone
Let it be, cause you don't need a friend
Maybe I do
I pull and you push
And we cry till we laugh again and I
I promise you
You promise me back and then
Why does it all fall apart in just a matter of time?

Cover

2009-12-11T22:42:00.002+08:00

Why should people wear masks?
Just to keep their real self under it. Dont say what you dont mean, unless it's a matter of life and death. What's the problem of getting upset, when you'll just cheer up later? C'mon life is too short and it's a small world. Even if you lose a friend, what goes around comes around. In this case, what leaves comes back. Tested and proven, see what happens when you throw a boomerang. Guys have feelings too, but some just try to hide it under thier male brovado. So guys can be fragile sometimes, so think twice. Insecurity is one of the reasons we dress to impress. But sometimes, it's just that a guy can be lonely. So the world seems meaningless to him. This, leads to this particular term, called sensitivity.

Do You Believe In Love ?

2009-12-09T10:47:00.000+08:00

i believe in love
when you think you have find the one
than youre heart get broken
just remember it's not a soulmate
keep searching because we can't always find the one at first or second
that's why love takes time

Where You At ?

2009-12-08T11:27:00.000+08:00

C -

2009-12-08T10:18:00.002+08:00

Lets keep it simpurr'.
In my 15 years of living, I've seen alot of complex individual love stories.
But somehow, as complicated as it is, it is always better from a person with no love.

I Just Gotta Know

2009-12-05T15:04:00.004+08:00

17 tight jeans and she bought it
White beater T, pretty teeth, yeah she got ‘em
Her body commands your attention
Can I take you out, I'll pay for it
Girl I got enough, so enjoy it
I'm hoping that your momma don't mind
Cause girl I gotta make you mine
Girl give me a chance I'm a take it
Yeah I know I'm young but I'll take it
I just gotta know

Is this loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

~

2009-12-04T12:42:00.000+08:00

Fallin Down

2009-12-04T12:38:00.002+08:00

Can you imagine the weight of the world
placed on your shoulders, and your trapped in this world.
With no one to help you now.

Howdy Ladies

2009-11-28T18:15:00.001+08:00

If you let me inside of your world, there'll be one less lonely girl.

Hey, Baby

2009-11-26T15:37:00.002+08:00

Best. Found it in Anna's blog. By the way, cheer up sayang! Im next block if you need a friend.

YAY

2009-11-26T14:33:00.002+08:00

Lets be optimistic.
Il give you a fake smile.
:D

Cleanse It Thoroughly

2009-11-26T14:16:00.000+08:00

Time flies by so fast and some things just catch you off guard while some, you anticipate so much. In the end, everything is lost. Hear my pityful story, and you'll get upset and all moody. People don't realize that other pityful souls are roaming on Earth, with no goals to achieve. People don't realize that in this world, the 'dog eat dog' term is really existing. People don't realize that God gets upset when you endanger yourself. People get upset when peace is not recognize in this world. Before it all comes to an end, sit back, and cleanse your soul.

No Sunshine, Just Darkness Everyday

2009-11-26T13:49:00.002+08:00

Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
It's not warm when she's away
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
And she always gone too long anytime she goes away

Wonder this time where she's gone
Wonder if she's gone to stay
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
And this house just ain't no home
Anytime she goes away.

A Fcuking Fact

2009-11-26T13:35:00.001+08:00

On a good note, there are many fishes in the sea.
On a bad note, they won't be the same.
On a neutral note, you won't give a fuck.

Ramblings

2009-11-26T13:25:00.003+08:00

I don't understand when you say you love me, but keep on talking about other humans in your life. You'll probably forget about the good / bad times. I dont understand why a person you love only gets to be a friend. While a person who is a new friend, gets to be your best friend.

You'll probably be doing something else, cause this few sentences wont mean much to you. But I do keep my word when I say 'i luv you'. Lets not answer quickly. Think about what your gonna say to me, before not be true to yourself, and mine, and say words you don't mean.

I don't understand when you say your sad, but your actually happy. Contradicting, I may say.
I dont' understand when your so happy when actually its a sad moment. It justs sends me to a Heartbreak Hotel, when I can't believe I believed this. No, its not a sweet dream, nor a beautiful nightmare. Now go. You won't care about this earthling here anyway.

Restless

2009-11-26T13:14:00.002+08:00

Im taking cover at home. All serenity surprisingly reaches here, where you least expect it.
Im doing nothing at home, just recollecting myself. Trying to figure out what am I suppose to be ready of as time passes by. This is not a form of being happy, just a form of being empty. Just a time to think of nothing. Happiness sometimes will get back at you somehow. Sadness will turn itself around, converting itself to all the positive energy. But somehow, it comes back to you, and hit you back straight at the face. Getting ready when you least expect a phenomenon to occur. A man has been let down by many setbacks that slyly disguise themselves as happy moments that you look forward to. It's just crazy. Just try to think carefully, and understand what's the point im trying to put across. Luv.

Heartbreaks

2009-11-26T13:07:00.002+08:00

Hold me tight, this will be our last.
Hear my heartbeat, this is the last time I'll skip a beat.
Hold my hand, this is the last time I'll squeeze it tight.
Kiss me, this is the last time I'll kiss you back.
Call me baby, this will be our last.

Love Is Gone

2009-11-25T13:01:00.000+08:00

-

2009-11-25T12:53:00.001+08:00

" Perfection can be achieved, its a matter of how you deal with it. "

Careful-ness

2009-11-25T12:50:00.001+08:00

Danger, will once in a while knock on your door. Its a matter of looking through the peep hole first.

Take A Minute

2009-11-25T12:45:00.002+08:00

Have you ever thought of how life can be, when your not in Earth?

Have you ever thought of how mighty God can be?

Have you ever thought of what you would do, if the world comes to an end?

Well, ponder about it.

O U T

2009-11-25T11:41:00.002+08:00

You feel like screaming you lungs out, but a duct tape is sealed to your mouth.
You feel like expressing your feelings, but social pressure only makes you locked up.

Dust

2009-11-23T15:08:00.001+08:00

If you can't be trusted, you shall return where the dust is.

S +

2009-11-23T14:50:00.001+08:00

Get locked up here, and the only trouble for you is to sleep in the dark. No hate, no worries, no trouble, no love.

Welcome

2009-11-22T12:13:00.004+08:00

Welcome to the burnt asylum.

Where all hell breaks lose, gaining momentum.

Hear the screams of the metally ill

Supposed to take half but they swollowed the whole pill.

when eyes are gauged out, blood vessels dangling

This happens when you set foot on the evil eye's ring.

Freestyle

2009-11-22T11:05:00.003+08:00

So ill no doctors can cure.

Pitter Patter

2009-11-22T09:16:00.003+08:00

"Let the star shine, and let the rain fall. And we both pretend we know nothing at all."

N -

2009-11-22T09:02:00.002+08:00

Sup men, rise and shine. Its 5 minutes past 9 am, and im freaking bored. I told ya imma find something therapeautic, but to no avail. Going to a wedding, today's schedule. But it's just next block. Fuck thats boring. I need to get some air. Ah, i'm loving the song 'Boom Rap'.
And ah, I love living life. So fuck all these negative energy.

Crawl

2009-11-16T16:58:00.001+08:00

Before we crawl back to love, let's keep it strong.

It's Kinda Late, I Know

2009-11-15T16:45:00.003+08:00

Now im back, to the cyber world. Busy with things lately, with the things I've said before. I shall not neglect my blog as this is my responsibility. So I've decided to re-blog again today. As im not quite busy and I just got mood to blog? Yeah. I've got nothing to probe on, so Ill try to find some inspiration to write about. Ah, yes bridging's over. And Im so looking forward to the holidays. I think. Holidays sometimes can be a bore, really. Im not sure if Im looking forward to next year or not. Cause something's gonna happen, alot of things gonna happen, and it's happening way too soon. Oh and shit I've not find something therapeutic yet, so for now lets stick to 'songs on repeat' and 'people watching' and 'photograpy' and 'exploring' as an enjoyable past time. Oh yes and renewing my wadrobe. Cisz.

Lets shit talk about bridging. It was so enjoyable as I got to learn new topics. Wowwh.

And I get to wake up early and go home late. Wowwh.

( Notice the sense of sarcasm )

And lets talk about NCO Camp!

It was so fun, like '" Ohh Yeahh ~ " . That inside jokes always make inside people laugh like a hyena. Or however you call that fcuking dog, or mammal. I get to learn how to handle a maze, is'nt that fun or what. Seriously.

( Notice there is no sense of sarcasm here )

I miss the camp anyway, cause I got to know alot of other friends from other schools. Okay like what, Im typing a compsition. Lets make it informal. Zee says im darker, noooo.

But wait! Yayaa says I look the same. But wait! No one said im fairer. HAH cheebye.

Im seriously lazy to reply the tags, I think imma delete the tagboard, or should I? Hmm.

HAH step fikir panjang. ( Uhh, Im not too sure how to translate that )

Ah shuckz I think Im like world-talking. Eh yeah, the Michael Jackson's " Beat It " song brings back fond memories. Aiyaa ):

And nooo, I miss my team 1. Dush. Ahh, il post again, real soon. Play nice.

Will Be Back .

2009-11-01T20:49:00.002+08:00

" Your body's lke music to my ears. "

Im gonna be away soon, like tomorrow. So im tryna fill up as many posts to compensate for the next few days. You know why?! Cause im going to this NCO camp. Drum Major lah mentang mentang. Hahaha. No seriously im not going to talk big about this. Cause it does'nt mean im way better. I just have more responsibilities. Okay back to my M.I.A thing. Right after my NCO camp, which will be this day camp, I've to study for Mother Tongue O Levels. And after that some bridging thing, and after that Science Practical Assesment (SPA).
I really hope after this 3 weeks of fun, laughter, peace and joy, there will be more time for peace and serenity, and recollecting back fragments of my soul. Chey. Hahaha.
Okay not, I just hope I get to meet and partayeee with friends. So just text yeah. I won't be online for quite sometime. Play nice, and safe. And no, I wont give my number to strangerz.

Konichiwa ~

2009-11-01T20:26:00.002+08:00

And oh yeah, Ive decided to learn some new words from japanese girlfriend <3
so can talk to her in Japanese! How cool is that. Luv yaa.
Bitch, get jealous.

Rapid

2009-11-01T19:50:00.002+08:00

'History" by Jay-Z on repeat, I just realised im unofficially secondary 4 next year.
Lif'es moving too fast, and before I know it, im O levels are coming real fast. And before I can say ' oishi ' , NS is coming to me. Staring at my baby pictures, I can't remember the last time I said " gugugaga ".
Im not sure this is victory or defeat, but life has to move on. I just hope, I make history in the people Ive been with since my last 15 years.
And thinking ahead again, im gonna get married in a few years time. I hope. Oh god, I don't wanna die that fast. Thinking about death, what kind of death will you face? Have you ever thought about that? When will the last day come? When Earth will be destroyed, when no life will be present. Im not high right now, cause Ive got the time to probe about this. Fear will overcome you one day. But before your too late, its better that you realise it now.
Back to reality, SECONDARY 4. Shit. And we need to keep in touch. I mean you readers, most likely my friends and all. I don't know when Im going to leave.

" I know what this means, I’m stuck in this routine
Whole new different day, the same old thing "
- Jay-Z

We're Still In Love

2009-10-31T10:18:00.000+08:00

Asylum : Isolationism

2009-10-29T21:49:00.001+08:00

I Agree

2009-10-29T21:47:00.000+08:00

Love is'nt an overnight thing.
- Yazsar Einstien

Swing Serenity

2009-10-29T21:41:00.000+08:00

Sing Sing Sing

(Nyanyi Nyanyi Nyanyi)

Out

2009-10-29T20:41:00.003+08:00

Busy

Jiwa

Papers & Stones

CCM

2009-10-26T21:22:00.002+08:00

CCM '09 Group 1, SPONGEBOB BOOMZ

Yassar, Li Yang, Junior, Asnita, Jesvina, Jan, Debbie and alot more fun people!
OISHI !
We shall keep in contact, and meet soon my dear boomz-mates.
:D

Back BTCH

2009-10-25T19:36:00.003+08:00

Campers oi!
Sxzup to the world. Enjoying life? I hope you do, cause I did. And I lost my voice, so sad.
Nevermind, the fun thing is that I can reach high notes, and go " OISHI ! "
Hahaha, boomz.
Came home from camp at 3 today. 3 days 2 nights camp, and yes it was a blast. Like boomz.
Im sleepy, I just slept just now. -.-
Uh can post another post next time right? Im tired.
And somehow angry. 7.40pm.
Bye.

Deee-sary !

2009-10-17T19:53:00.002+08:00

Mariah Bte Zulkifli / Abe Mariah Toshiyaki !

Happy Deepavali! And 2nd monthsary sayang!
You know me love you, and and we'll last longer, as long as we want. We can have whatever we likee, yeaaaaah. Lets forget the pahit (sad) times and embrace the gerek (best) times together kay luv. Lets think about the present! Im gonna miss you when you go Japan, make sure you contact me alright bby. Nevermind, you'll still be my far-living girlfriend! And il send you emails kay! Hahaha. Fikir jauh sia Yazsar. ( Im thinking far ahead -.- )
I won't let you go, and Mariah iz minexzsxzs. :D
We'll meet again soon okay luv. And yeah, your texting me now. Ahaha.
Luvxzs,
YZSR

Run My Town

2009-10-16T22:32:00.002+08:00

HAHA.

" You feelin' like you runnin' huh,

now you know how we feel. "

Looks; Deceiving

2009-10-16T12:10:00.001+08:00

Youtube
Comment - BROKENHEARTEDALEXIS

" I am beautiful ahahaha no I mean people judge by the looks and I think that's wrong Looks can be decieving. Sometimes we're like I'm not even going to talk to that person or something like that, but when you get to know that person a little more you can't wait to spend time with him/her. So instead of judging you should get to know that person a little more, before making a conclusion. Sometimes the person is beautiful, hot whatever but their attitude is awful, so......... "

(L)

2009-10-16T11:59:00.002+08:00

Bloghopping, and I saw thig blog saying - " No gays allowed "
People, this is not your world. Others do what they wanna do.
Respect their decisions and what they choose to be.
Its a world where we should accept different perspectives in life so it would'nt get boring.
Be it being straight, bi, etc.
Learn to Love Life.

ROC Never Dies

2009-10-16T11:49:00.002+08:00

Zebra

2009-10-16T11:29:00.001+08:00

On a positive note, you made my day!

Teehee

2009-10-16T11:14:00.000+08:00

Watch It

2009-10-16T11:11:00.002+08:00

I promise this will cheer you up, BIG time.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VPSWnLl3lfw

Freeeee

2009-10-16T10:41:00.002+08:00

Imma start with a proper post today, and il be posting often. You know why?! Cause End Of Year Examinations are over baby! Yeah, I know, freedom right. The only thing bugging me is to get to know the results. Before that, lets enjoy this short moment of freedom and serenity. I wanna go shopping, sheesha, shop with my girlf (celebrate 2nd monthsary!), catch a movie, drink Naughty G (HAHA), outings, photo-shooting etc.
So if you wanna join just beep beep pow me yeaaa. Boomz. And im gonna post some videos up, be there to catch it first, in, You N.E.R.D. Haha, feeling Channel 5. Ok so, yesterday exams ended at 10 am. Went walking around Tampines 1 just to wait for Zakiah. Never mind la, still had a chance to taste Frolicks thanks to Zainixzsxzs. After that went home, changed, and voila I was ready to go Raya-ing with the gang. I know its kinda late to Raya anymore since its about to end. How sad. ):
But still we livened up the atmosphere to this Bulan Hari Raya, showing that we are able to celebrate one whole month. Senang kata, SEMANGAT lah. -.-
Tak faham takpe. (Don't understand nevermind)
Okay, ive got news that I should blog in English since I JUST GOT TO KNOW my other non-malay friendsxzs are reading, You N.E.R.D. How sweet, thanks luvs. Most are girls lah. Okay if boys oso luvs, fine.
Okay back to my Raya topic, went about 5 houses and it was so freaking tiring. Cause we went huru-hara (frantically finding the houses?)
Yeah, sort of like that. It was fun, went home about 11.30pm? Yez.
Although Ive said it, I wanna say again, Selamat Hari Raya! Okay, now Im gonna post videos!
Boomz.

Pikcha

2009-10-16T10:35:00.002+08:00

( Kuala Lumpur, Gate-climbing-heart-thumping-jaw-dropping experience )
Wa rindu sama GPA

Said

2009-10-13T11:20:00.000+08:00

2009-10-03T16:32:00.000+08:00

Get A Load Of These Babiezz

This I Promise You

2009-09-28T22:15:00.000+08:00

I'll be your strength. I'll give you hope.

Keeping your faith when it's gone.

The one you should call, standing here all alone.

6.23 AM - 1.35 AM ( SUNDAY )

2009-09-21T01:31:00.003+08:00

Enthusiastic > Happy > Greatful > Elated > Full > Tired > Slept > Shocked > Moody > Sad > Super Sad > Emo > Sorry > Regret > Confused

Fark Camera Phones

2009-09-19T18:44:00.001+08:00

Hari Raya Eve

2009-09-19T11:50:00.003+08:00

"Burung Murai, nak."

I'd like to say Selamat Hari Raya to all the Muslims.
And on a sad note, goodbye to this year's fasting month. My dad says you should be sad cause you don't know when your gonna fast again. Tomorrow may not come for you. Life is short, so embrace every moment and live life to the fullest before your life gets taken away.
Im gonna miss all these moments fasting, sitting in the library studying, and not doing any straining physical exercises.

On a good note, I'd like to say Maaf Zahir dan Batin to everyone if they had ever been hurt by harsh words or just feel discriminated against or so. It was'nt my intention, but still saying sorry now is better than never. Cause you'll never know if your last breath is the one after next. Sorry if I ignored you, didnt respect you, tried to hate you. Imma changed person, I try to hate less. Hating makes you popular? Well loving makes you popular even more, and furthermore your known for your good deeds. I dont really like to send text messages to everyone, cause I feel meeting up is better. So to everyone out there, have a great holiday and don't forget to resume to your normal lives after that.

Abe Mariah Toshiyaki Is Cintaaaa

2009-09-17T21:32:00.007+08:00

Happy Satu Monthsary Ayayayayayaya ~
Its been a while, since I saw your smile.

I love you, you love me, we're a happy

family. (substitute: couple)

And your my better half, whom il never

forget and always cherish.

Words cant describe this feeling, but

yknw I love you like whuuuuuuu ~

You make me feel loved.

The prettiest, the best. Haha, kay babat, Im sms-ing you noow.

We'll last longer cause you trust me, I trust you.

Mak kata, trust is important. HAHA. Kay dah, kental per rassay.

So yes, I miss your huggies and kissies.

And no, I wont stop missing. And yes, I love you bykbyk.

And no, I wont stop loving.

From your bestest boyf, Yazsar/Rassay/Yassar

Feast Your Eyes

2009-09-16T22:26:00.001+08:00

Pictures courtesy of http://trbikes.wordpress.com/

Long winded .

2009-09-14T18:21:00.002+08:00

I read my posts that wre like 2 years ago and Im sitting here laughing like gila. I cant believe I could be so fickle minded last time, so childish. And now Ive realised my mistakes. I dont really learn from my mistakes. I just choose not to do or repeat that mistake. So yeah, here I am doing nothing. Just trying to fill up this post with some random thoughts that goes through my mind. I get weird dreams recently. Not the type that freaks me out, but the type that makes me think about my friends. My online friends, that Ive never seen or meet before. Haha. Strange, but true. Pelik tapi benar. Im still fasting, trying to be a healthy Muslim. And Im just dying this past few days, waiting for this fasting month to end. Cause Hari Raya is also around the corner. By the way, Ive got to find something therapeautic, so Im able to destress or escape from reality for a short moment. Have you ever felt this feeling of blank-ness? Like totally blank? I mean, sitting around, not thinking of anything. Just staring to blank space. I dont know whats so good about that, but it makes me somehow sleepy. And hypnotized. I may be a little contradicting, but Im just staring at my keyboard right now, just typing away what I feel like typing. so dont mind any sentence fragments or meaningless phrases, cause im typing for the fun of it. This may be boring, but oh well. By the way, I feel like making this post a long one. So im waiting for bby's msg. I miss her so much. And she's busy, and Im busy, so we dont really have time to meet up. Oh well, she know's deep inside her heart that she loves me. Okay so next, Ive been listening to Hari Raya songs, and it makes me feel excited. Adrenaline rush yknw. Makes the whole vibe change, even when im in the bedroom and everything looks awfully the same. Dont assume that it looks awful. It just looks, normal. So paying attention in class is a norm to me, and I really need to pay attention even more. Maybe gouge my eyes out, yeah. Haha, whatever. (Does bimbotic action)
Clive and most of the boys are trying to be bimbotic. They're influenced by me. Not saying I am, but I just act bimbotic. For the fun of it. You know, thrill. Hahaha. Okay Im hearing someone opening the door. I got to go. Bye.
I love you Ayay. <3

Cerita Kedai Kopi ?

2009-09-14T16:46:00.002+08:00

Jacket

2009-09-11T13:11:00.000+08:00

+A +C = -S + Luvszxs

2009-09-11T00:42:00.004+08:00

" A bunch of losers, nerds, geeks, we get love too. "

Its 12.35am in the morning and im infront of my lappie probing about anything that passes through my mind. Bby just went to bed, so im all alone here. The only one still up and running. This morning I had band and Chemistry class as usual. Chopchop, fast forward, I changed and met bby at Pasir Ris interchange. Did some 'chores' or help and went to Pasir Ris Park. Chitchit chatchat, went back to White Sands. And blabla, to Tampines 1. Bought bby her long awaited Chucky, but lastlast she changed the name to Eva. Haha. Andand, bracelet, she likeee. Sent her back to Pasir Ris, pecked and done. Thanks syg for the day. It was great, andand we'll go window shopping again kay! Hahaha. So basically spent most of my day with my super cute girlf. Didnt regret it at all. Wuhuu. Oh yeah, we window shopped at Uni Clo, and I swear I saw this jacket that was nicee. I likee. A chinese man said it looked good on me. And bby said I looked hot. Hahahaha. Wtf. Okay so I wanna get it! But fuck, its $80. Pfft. Sabar, Hari Raya nak datang. Can get oneeee. Hahaha. Alright now im blank. Maybe Il get some inspiration to write tomorrow. Now I wanna listen to "Kantoi".

KKTHXBYE.

Love you Miss Mariah !

Quick Post

2009-09-09T11:57:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was quite whack. Went to Geylang, and fuh it was packed. And it was a freaking Tuesday. Imagine Saturday and Sunday. Mampus kau. Ive gotta go freshen up cause ive got class after this. Chemistry. Hiya, leceh yknw. But what to do. After that gotta meet Farhan and peeps to go buy some presents for the seniors. Investiture coming. Takut I. Okay dah cukup. Its 12.00pm right now. And Im gonna be late if I dont go now. Kay Il post later. Soon. Make videos, pictures and dump it here. Maybe tonight. And Il be webcamming. Anyone? ^^
Haha, kkchillchillapper byee.

P.S: Bby I cant wait to meet you tomorrow. I(M+L)Y !

080909

2009-09-08T13:21:00.000+08:00

Its 1.24pm right now. And Im totally bored. Been chatting with bby. At least that helps alot. I need to go shopping badly. Need to add on to my wadrobe. T-shirts and necklaces and shoes and caps! Im coming soon! And oh bby, im really super happy we worked it out. Now, I just need to meet you soon. I miss you like Romeo rindu Juliet!

Koreaaa ):

2009-09-06T23:37:00.001+08:00

Im feeling down right now. And frustrated, cause I need to type all this words again. My internet connection's all gila-ed up. I feel sad. I feel guilty. I feel cheated. I feel as though im living in a world full of lies. I wish I was living in Korea, where love songs are so relevant to thier lives somehow. well, who cares anyway. at the end of the day, you'll care about your life. Thinking im just a normal human being, going through struggles in life. I need a hug, somehow. Oh well, you wont care anyway. And now, i feel super guilty. I feel so useless. Maybe, somehow, I am. Maybe im not good enough as a son, a friend, a student, a boyfriend. Hais. D;

Aku hanya seorang insan youg sedang melalui onak duri kehidupan.

16 Bars .

2009-09-05T10:13:00.000+08:00

I feel you breathing under my skin
Alert as I am, you showed me a grin
You act as a stimulus for my dead brain
Losing this diamond Ive got nothing to gain
We feel raindrops dripping from our noses
These fresh flowers, I brought you roses
Romantic as it gets, you pull me close to your heart
Every kiss I had never pulls us apart
These fine days we've been through together
We might as well get close, now and forever
Different feelings trapped in the heart collides
Get this adrenaline rush, a thousand love rides
Heaven or Earth, ive been blessed
While this diamond sets me free from the rest.
Brought you infatuation, transformed to never ending love
Clound 9, Cloud 9, we soared above.

Just Another Chapter ,

2009-09-02T17:05:00.000+08:00

So il rewrite my thoughts a little bit faster.
Shiatz man. I cant upload any pictures. Oh well. Then you have to read this. I doubt you'll bore to death. Unless its your time to die. Oh well. Hahaha. Berbual world. Okay I know im random. Okay so pretty much words all the way.
I just did my biology test just now. And oh it was okay. I guess. I hope. Okay next. About yesterday, yeah!
Yesterday was a school holiday. And it was cold. Luckily I found some new psy and melodic tracks. And it totally suit the sombre night. Okay, im blank.
Oh yeah! Last two days.
We celebrated teacher's day. Oh wait, before that!
I taught the teachers beatboxing just now with my fckn fun friend Danny. All the teachers suck in it. Okay not totally suck, but moderate. Good try chers. HAH. Andand at least you put in some effort right? :D
Okay back to teacher's day. Celebrated and all, and met Farhan, Yul, Baraq and all. And it was kecoh, to add on, I was the only guy in uniform. Oh, abang-abang lah kirekan. Hahaha.
After that went home and change. I didnt go to my primary school cause I had to wait till 3pm before the gates open. For visitors, that is.
so I changed, blah blah, met bby at Outram Park, chilled at Pasir Ris. Jauh kan? I know. You'll get your Chucky soon kay! Hahaha. Andand you owe me alot! ^^
Okay then we chilled all the way till 6 plus. Had to take off fast, cause I was meeting Cikguzz at Bugis MRT for the treat. ^^
Saw Hamzi, Zakiah, Danial, Qam, Billy, Syazana, dan banyak banyak lagi. Too many beb. Hahaha. Ate at ZamZam and prayed after that, strolled at Haji Lane, made our way to Bugis again for Swensons. Ate, chit chat, gossiped, back home by 11pm. Cepat eh. Wanted to Shisha, but all went had to go home early. D:
So here I am, totally clueless of what to write. I didnt intend to blog actually. Yaya wanted to see a new post. Well here it is! Luvxz. <3

Stop the hate, to heal the world .

2009-08-30T14:25:00.000+08:00

I dont really understand why people hate so much. You should actually be greatful that this world comprimises of people of different ethnicities, attitudes, personalities. It would be a fucking bore if everyone was the same. If you think back, you might actually laugh your ass off thinking about when you tried to hate someone just because of something so trivail that wouldnt even effect you one bit. And another thing, stop comparing yourself with others. You can compare, if that makes you improve yourself. But dont compare just to make yourself feel superior and degrade others. Actually, faggots like these people should actually try to live at the desert for once. Then you'll feel its even better having another faggot with you then being alone. Mthrfckr's die in fckn hell.

Hot + Shop

2009-08-29T21:14:00.001+08:00

Its been a while. Just came back home from East Point, gotta break fast there. And wah, mum and I didnt get to find any seat for ourselfs. Oh well, tapau/bungkus/packed food and went back home. So here I am, after eating. Yes, im sleepy, a little I guess. This morning was whack cause had to go to school at 8.30am for Mother Tongue lesson cause our O Levels are nearing and prelims are around the corner. Gotta step up our game yknw. But me and Danial or Danny escaped MT lesson cause we had to go for this Teacher's Day celebration preparation. We had to teach the teachers how to beatbox. Wth. -.-
Kay lah, even if they have any difficulty just try to live with it. At least them teachers know the basics right. Hahaha. Okay next, I asked Danial whether he brought his clothes to go to Haji Lane. And he was like "Huh?! Today? I thought you say Monday?" Aiyo Danial I said today sia. But nonetheless, he went home and changed while I changed in school. Then asked Khalis to tag along since he was at the town area. We met at TOPSHOP. Hahahahaha. Cool or what sia? Meeting place: Topshop
Next, we walked around Bugis Street, I dont know why. Maybe cause we had no idea where to go. Going Haji Lane so early would be a bore. So yeah, walked around and we felt like going shopping. Oh and yesyes, going shopping with them, fun siolz. We walked around, kecoh-fied the atmosphere like nobody's business. And we got lost. But luckily got animal instincts. HAHA. We made our way to Haji Lane. There was a Flea Market going on there. So, we went there. I swear sungguh kecoh. Ramai. Panas. Khalis said it was like Bangkok + Australia. Right? Laid back + Hot. Fucking hot. And we saw this jacket. $15. Nice and cheap. But Danial couldnt make up his mind whether to buy or not. Kental bodoh. Hahahaha. Last last tak nak buy. He didnt buy it. Tsktsk.
Alright next, we went to Peninsula. I bought a LIME GREEN SHIRT. Amcm bby? Hahahaha. Danial bought a hat. I bargained, got the price. Danial bargained, got his price. Later, we mati-mati (die die) didnt want Danial to go dikir barat session. Leceh sia. Hahaha. We want to shopping lagi. Ohoh! and yea, I bought a necklace at a reasonable price. Whuuuuu! Okay dah. Oh oh, and yea! I miss (and with lotsa love) my Yaya! <3

Photografix

2009-08-22T11:17:00.002+08:00

(Random)

3E7 Luvxzxs

2009-08-22T10:53:00.001+08:00

My class, like so enthusiastic. Kecoh. Gila.

I still remember when we took this photo, Larry pinched my butt. Sial bodoh. Hahahaha.

Il tell the whole world, YOU LIKE MELODY !

Fasting ^^

2009-08-22T10:38:00.006+08:00

( Dont mind my chain, which is actually a bike chain, I think. )

OH OH OH AND YES ! Today, is the first time this year im fasting. Wooh-oooo.Texted bby at around 12.41pm yesterday then wanted to go Friday prayers. BUT! It was raining. So ape lagi?! We walked around Tampines Mall, Tampines 1 and Century Square. Who? Me and my friends lah kan. Hahaha. After that had this food fiesta at school as the teachers' form of thanking us for performing during the National Day Celebration. Got one big ayam, 2 nuggets, and fries. HAHAHA. FODD FIESTA KEPE YAZSAR?! Hahahaha. Okay then came to band around 4+ and made love with my trumpet. HAHA. No ler. But seriously I love my trumpet. Cuase I like the sound. But to have a better sound, I need to upgrade lah kan. Haha.Then after that me, Khalis and Dayana went to Macdonalds cause the girl had to break fast. Then bla bla bla, saw the NCC girls, then took 38, saw Yusri, kecoh in the bus, reached home, mengumpat (gossiped) with Khalis. Cause tomorrow, (which is today) we're fasting and we can't gossip, smoke, touch the opposite sex, eat, drink, sleep all day or not your fast would not be counted. So yezz, then still texted bby then slept. Then! I woke up around 4+am to eat. Cause today, IM FASTING! Woooh-ooo. And oh shit, I have to wait till 6+pm then can break fast. Okay someone, help me somehow so time flies by. FAST. Lincah lah beb. Hahaha.

a Glass And A Half Full Production .

2009-08-22T10:30:00.001+08:00

Now everyone is doing it, have you?

But I feel this is way hotter. HAHA.

You Had A Bad or Good Day, Sir ?

2009-08-22T10:25:00.003+08:00

I still remember this song. It reminds me of primary school. When Shaikh ( whom now is M.I.A ) and I kept singing this. All day long. Just to feel as though we had a bad day. Has anyone told you, eat a frog in the morning, and you'll feel that your day is'nt day bad after all.

Introducing ...

2009-08-22T10:19:00.002+08:00

Faraah. Since she came back from OBS, (Outward Bound Singapore, I think) she's become tanner. Or darker. Hehehe, I dont knoww.
But still, we can become like models. Kan kan kan. Hahahahaha.

GPA Crew

2009-08-22T10:15:00.002+08:00

This is sooo like, err, long time ago, at Kuala Lumpur. No that long, but it was around 24-26 April? 25/04/1994.
Remember! So all of a sudden I wanna post pictures, as much as I can, cause you never know when Blogger's gonna act up again.

Live / Life

2009-08-22T10:08:00.001+08:00

You should live for every moment. Till you grow old. Live it, with someone you love. Slow and steady, but never lose your momentum.

Buzsy. Whatever that means.

2009-08-18T18:37:00.000+08:00

Hihihihihi. Last Friday/ Saturday was a blast. The Olive Run thingy. Kecoh nak mampuszx. That's all I wanna say.

Then last monday err, school.
Then last Tuesday, 17/08/09, best!
Hahaha. Okay now where's my kental buah lemon girl! <3

You !

2009-08-11T20:29:00.001+08:00

You you you, you nak tau something tak?
I baru tau, I ade Indian and Indonesian blood you.
A'ah. Betul. Tapi I belum confirm tau tau. HAHAHA.
Kiwak kedi.com.sg kapaaaah.
Peace.

Haiyoyhyh . Hahahaha . Kentils .

2009-08-10T20:46:00.000+08:00

Drown yourself in these thoughts that are expressed thru words. Tho these words can only show part of my emotions. Cause pictures, (That apparently shows a thousand words) cant be uploaded. So if you need a life bouy, wait till blogger step up its game.

Happy Birthday SG !

2009-08-09T15:50:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was good. I should actually become a motivational speaker. Or maybe a love therapist. Or maybeeee just a person who will make you feel better. I hope. Okay, appreciated and loved your company, girl. I can be your BFF eh. Hahahaha. Remember, love is a privilege. Not a burden. Being in love is not about being controlled or not having freedom. Being in love is about something that makes you look forward in life, cause in life, its a bunch of surprises.

Today's my nation's birthday! Woofooo! Happy birthday Singapore!

You'll always be a part of me.
Your my one and only Lion City.
You made me what Im supposed to be.
You make me realise a small person can actually break free
from all the stuggles that a person faces in the past
We overcome them, but the memories will always last.
Now we're stronger and ready to face reality
Cause we have obtained part of the key.

LOVE SG.

National Day Celebrationxzs !

2009-08-07T21:01:00.001+08:00

Yea yea yea, gwe siapa?
YZSR.
Yes cats, we had National day celebration just now and yes, it was the bomb!
Lemme break down the definition.
(B)e-(O)n-(M)y-(B)utt.
Hahahaha. That kind of adrenaline rush you'll get when you experience what I did just now.
Yezz, I was in-charge of the chorus group, who were very important people. Imagine how important I was. Wakaka. So lemme break it down to parts, cause I dont feel organized when I just spit my lava, not saliva.

Firstly, we 3/2E7 were the chorus group people. Only some took part, and I had no choice cause all the teachers wanted me to join. Oh well ~
Wakaka. Okay then, we had to report to school at 6.30 am. Kiwak, I was like whuuuut? I will normally be dragging my sex butt away from the bed at that time. Or at least. Okay so I actually managed to wake up at 5.30. *Clapssszxs
And everything was all good until when I realised my T-Shirt was unacceptable cause it had prints on it. Fuuck. I rushed bck home, kept my attention to the time. Changed and shit, voila, I was done. But fuck, it was 6.36 am. How?! "Ibu, pinjam duit atau bagi duit. Nak naik teksi ah!'. Yezz. I took the taxi to go to school, even tho students are only considered late after 7.30am. Pfft. Okay then, reached school, teacher asked me to warm up them chorus people. And it was fun, cause I ordered them but I didnt do. Woh! Standard ah.

Next, the real shit happened. The concert. But before that, all the rehearsal and stuff, the FACE PAINTING, the dressing up, the dirty dancing back stage, the gila sound effects, and the serious 'get it right' attitude. The concert was a success but wait! The best part, I stepped out of the stage and led the whole stage crew, to dance. Woh! Standard ah Yzsr.

Next, the show ended. And they shouted for encore. Chey, takde lah. hahaha. We sang songs, Home, etc. And after that, briefing. Feed back was effing good, and they want us to perform again cause it was very original. Then took pictures and stuffs, bla bla bla.
Then slacked and chillax at canteen. Mendak sungguh cause all wanted to go Friday prayers quickly. So then luckily, saw my bro Farhan with his band in school. Ape lagi?! Slacked with him ah. chilled, chilled, chilled and chilled. Went to tampines mall, century square to shop shop, went to Expo after that. But before everything, we went to Friday prayers tau tau tau. hahahaha. Lastly slacked at Baraq's house. Sampai 8 pm, balik. How many hours already eh?! Then alot more happened, then I went home. Too much info pun tak bagus. Hehehe. Okay lah. Anyone still up for shisha? Okay takpe. National day outing? Okay takpe. Am I the only one who feels patriotic here?! Aiyoh. Kapbunkap eh.

Layu

2009-08-07T20:42:00.000+08:00

Aku lihat layu dalam melayu
Aku pasti bukan aku sorang saja yang nampak
Ada juga bercadang bertanya tuan punya
tapi bercampur risau dengan tak tergamak
Nanti dikata tak bersyukur,tak sedar diri
Jadi aku menyendiri
memerhati
dan akhirnya mengakui
yang kita sendiri membiarkan bunga raya
melayu ke kanan
dan dibiarkan bunga tak cantik
mekar dikiri

Takkan melayu hilang didunia,
ya.
Tapi apa guna tak hilang didunia
Kalau kewujudan tidak dirasa
petah berbahasa, kudrat tak berjasa
orang berbudi kita hanya tahu merasa
Selalu lari bila dirapat
Selalu malu bila soalan diaju
Selalu segan memberi pendapat
Rela mengikut dari meneraju
Belum nyanyi sudah bersorak
Suka berjanji dalam borak
Bukan kata tak ada otak
Cuma tak berfikir diluar kotak

Aku jadi sayu
Bunga menangis diam mendayu
Mahu jadi cantik tapi ragu
Aku merayu
bangunlah semula hidup kembali
Jangan tunggu matahari mati
Cepatlah mekar sebelum terlerai
Perjuagan kita belum selesai.

So Manis

2009-08-03T18:37:00.000+08:00

and as i look into your eyes
i see an angel in disguise
sent from god above
for me to love
to hold and idolise

and as i hold your body near
i'll see this month through to a year
and then forever on
til life is gone
i'll keep your loving near

and now i've finally found my way
to lead me down this lonely road
all i have to do
is follow you
to lighten off my load

and when i feel like hope is gone
you give me strength to carry on
each time i look at you
there's something new
to keep our loving strong

i hear you whisper in my ear
all of the words i long to hear
of how you'll always be
here next to me
to wipe away my tears

A1 - Like A Rose

Why Oh Why ?!

2009-08-02T19:18:00.000+08:00

I can't post pictures nor videos nor songs!

Back from M.I.A state !

2009-08-02T18:38:00.001+08:00

Why you fucks wanna cari pasal?
The next time I see you gonna kena bedal.
Perangai sundal kau macam sial
Kepala buto im coming through,
so don't you hayal.
- KILLBILL (DANJAHMAN verse)

Im so reciting this in school. So fun.
especially to them haters lah kan. Hahahaha.

So I M.I.A-ed for quite some time. Don't mind me, ever since my class got quarantined and we had super fun in class and school cause we had the canteen all to ourselfs and we were the first class to leave the school. So overall, we bonded pretty much. And we have this policy of 'all for one, one for all'. So one person, or group had to go detention, but the whole class stood up for them and went for detention. Until 6pm next week. Oh well, I guess life is really fair. Impatient is the word that makes life seem so unfair.
If im boring you by talking cock or cocking talk, dont mind meee.
This post is not a sudden one actually, cause I already felt like posting something after 8 days or so of missing here. By the way, I could'nt perform for band sia cause my class kena quarantined. So the whole 3E7 band members can't go for practice and performance. I was so looking forward playing my trumpet after 2 whole weeks. I miss you trumpet. *day dreams
Okay back to reality. I miss my kecoh section and the kecoh band. They seriously make this whole thang a family. Woooohooo.
So next, Im really looking forward to a gig! Alamak, when is another gig coming man. Its been a long time since I saw the K.O.S crew. One luv ah. hahahaha. Like understand. ( Macam Faham )
Eh I wanna tell ya'll uh, those who step-ing around ah, ( step-ing as in not literally, action-ing around )
jangan step gila kalau tak kenal naga. Cheyyyy. Hahahaha.
I heard Azri gat a tatoo right now. Fierce ah siol senior gwe. Okay, next time imma tease him. ^^V
I wanted to make this post a long one, so i'll try kay kay kay.
And yeah, I havent make the music video I intend to make every week. Aiya, Yazsar. What is this?!
Okay, as you can see Im just typing down what goes thru my head, even if its sick thoughts or dreams.
Speaking of dreams, I dreamt of a girl. A malay girl, my age. She was so beautiful, dayyum.
Senyumannya ikhlas, pertuturannya manja. Matanya membuat ku terpukau.
Serious, she's so pretty.
And I saw this girl at Macdees, her face resembles Suhaila from CCKSS. *ahem ahem Khalis
Hahahaha. Okay by the way, I want to go Orchard Ion! Alamaaak. Anyone wants to go there with me?
Most of my friends want to go Bugis City Hall Bugis City Hall. Apa daaah.
And yeah, I want to go Shisha-ing again budo. I miss the flavourzzzz. Hahaha.
Anyone up for shisha? Gon' be a therapy session for me after getting high.
Alright, anybody wanting to go shopping also, just text muaa. 999999999. Call lah kau kalau kau bodoh. Hahaha, sorry yeah. Don't get upset, buto. Hahahaha. Aku bahaya beb.
Don't mind this post lah, Im influenced by this vulgar song. I'll get back to normal after this. Really. Fuck. Hahahaha. I wanna head bang ah. Seriously now its getting so random. I'll be back dumping more random thoughts soon. Maybe a video, or a song, or picture. Okay, takecare semua. Play nice.

Peace.Love.Respect

Sakit ):

2009-07-23T21:32:00.002+08:00

Im sick )))):
Demam / Fever / Batuk / Cough
And Im sick of people looking down on people! Plus I just wanna remind ya'll, karma does happen.
Okay God please make me heal fast.
Play nice people !

Eclipse ?

2009-07-22T18:22:00.002+08:00

Yay hi. I just did my GCE 'O' Level Listening comprehension. Okay I guess. We tha clan walked around Tampines tryna find 'Dins'. Okay, kalau tak faham, fahamkan sahaja.
I wanted to emo all day actually. But after this sweet msg from Putri eh, its all good. Cheeeey. Hahahaha. And also today was my 'O' Level exam, so its no good for me. Cheery cheery it is then.
Im suppose to help my teacher do a script about a multi-racial society, specifically SG. A comedy show. How am I suppose to do it people?! I dont do knock knock jokes. Most of my jokes are impromptu jokes. Like 'pfft' eh. Haha. So what am I suppose to do? Follow her orders then. Its hard being a good student and a funny man. Hahahaha. Prasantan. Self praise is like self masturbation. Thats I ever heard. Okay. O.O
I actually wanted to post something, but I forgot. Eh ya, btw, today is the eclipse day. I didnt see much tho. Busy doing my Social Studies work. Hahaha. Prasantan lagi. Pfft.
Till then, Im Yazsar, have a nice day.

Misses

2009-07-21T18:34:00.003+08:00

I read my last years posts. Wah, I really miss last year. It was not so stressing, not so demanding, not so school-based, quite laid back. I miss the band seniors. I miss Genting. I miss Farah Hannah, I miss Azri, I miss Farhin, I miss my Genting room, I miss the cold nights, I miss sneaking out of bed, I miss getting caught in Genting, I miss smiling to other school's students, I miss interacting with them, I miss the breakfasts, I miss the outings in 2008 with my lovely sister love, Sue, my bro, Zeek, I miss 2e7, I miss Tiara, I miss Band, I miss shopping, I miss being called shonadarliing, I miss my 15th birthday, I miss Kuala Lumpur, I miss sleeples nights in Puspanita House, I miss GPA, I miss acting, I miss representing my school for acting, I miss people watching our show, I miss the judges, I miss the atmosphere at the place held, I miss Qamarul's acting, I miss being the silly Demang, I miss Cikgu Izzati, I miss the dinner we had at Pizza Hut, I miss meeting new friends, I miss Long John Silvers, I miss Farah KFC, I miss Farah Homeey, I miss Izza, I miss the birthday cake I got, I miss Petaling Street, I miss running around in Petaling Street, I miss Miss Sofia Bond, I miss J.Cos, I miss Times Square, I miss my busy brother, I miss going to gigs, I miss Beats and Break 2, I miss the atmosphere at the Esplanade, I miss the fireworks, I miss National Day, I miss wearing home clothes to school, I miss Changkat Primary School, I miss Sakinah, I miss being in Primary 5, I miss being the school commander, I miss going to birthday parties, I miss old music, I miss Michael Jackson, I miss Soffy, I miss having a perfect phone, I miss taking pictures, I miss taking videos, I miss wearing short pants, I miss dressing up, I miss loitering around, I miss having morning assemblys, I miss Fatin Liyana, I miss long messages, I miss chain messages, I miss long calls, I miss 2007, I miss 1e8, I miss singing, I miss dancing, I miss the Sec 3 camp, I miss sleeping within the masses, I miss being happy, I miss being excited, I miss long bus rides, I miss smiling, I miss cold food, I miss playing cold instruments, I miss playing solos, I miss going overseas, I miss Amirah, my old friends, I miss Raj, I miss Shaikh, I miss fighting childishly in primary school, I miss falling for someone during primay school, I miss Kyqin, I miss chasing girls when I was in primary school, I miss getting reprimanded in primary school, I miss my primary school friends, I miss going home late, I miss my old school, I miss going to Pasir Ris just to chill. I miss my life. I miss being listened to. A listening ear is all I need. I feel like closing the door, turning my back on people.

Click Clack

2009-07-21T18:26:00.001+08:00

Photography might be the new ish,
but it runs in my family, my father did it.

Dear Fam ,

2009-07-21T17:22:00.003+08:00

Yknw what happens when something tries to pull you down? You get frustrated, disheartened, trying to put up a fake smile everytime.
But the main thing is get back up. Something that doesnt kill you only makes you stronger.
Lebih elok jika aku bertutur dalam bahasa melayu. Okay maybe not.

So when you feel empty inside, and the only thing thats makes you feel worth living is your family. To support them, to repay them for their good deeds they did towards yourself, or even for the benefit of the family.

When you really appreciate them, but they just won't repay them by appreciating back. That is what they feel ( your family ) when you make em' feel disappointed. But you know, deep inside, your love and ther love for you is strong. I suddenly remembered the times we spent together, when there were just smiles. When there was no hatred. When we came together for one common reason. I wish Hari Raya will come soon. I love my family. I miss my family.